Sunday, March 8, 2009

Hah! Am i updating?

It's been a while since the last post.

Yes, I vaguely remember still having a blog that requires updating.

The holidays were long. Long enough for me to settle into one of those vegatative states that you really don't want to bring yourself out of and drag your sorry ass back to actually doing things. Being back has been quite a whirlwind of activities for me, what with socialising and dancing and uni and socialising more. I'm happy to be around people and having fun, just that I seem to be in a perpetually sleepy state for the past week doesn't help a lot. Blame it on the oversleeping during the holidays zzzzz...

I like dancing. I love my great friends who happen to be in dancing as well. I need to work on my dancing. I've always wished that I had better motor skills... ever since I was young I think. That was random, I know but just because it's been on my mind for the past few days, so I thought I'll just... write it down.

Anyway CNY's come and gone, Valentine's come and gone, and here we all are in March 2009. That was fast. I'm starting to feel old. And that got me thinking about the phases of life. You don't really think about working for your living and earning your own money much when you were in high school, at least, not me. Somehow when you reach that certain age then thoughts of your future start flooding in, and the best/worst part is you're seeing it happen - people going out to work, looking for jobs, prepping you for interviews and communicating skills, having steady relationships, marrying, getting cars and houses... It's just natural, isn't it? I mean about what we do. What everyone does. We just follow what "life" is: getting education, graduating, working, having a family, etc. Or is it just a trend of survival?

Or is it just as simple as "going with the flow"?

Whichever it is, I'm thankful to be where I am right now. I know it sounds cheesy, but I guess life is a journey. It's not really about when you are getting there or what we're going to do when we do "get there" and whether there even is a "there" for you to get to... it's about just getting there.

And I think maybe some of us, but definitely me, needs to remember to enjoy the view while it lasts because you can't really see the very same thing ever again along the journey.

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