Introverted? Soda!

I like to have a little time to myself... which is why I aptly named this blog "sitting in a teacup" I guess. Sitting in the cup and looking up to the world, thinking and reminiscing.

I've been tired for the past week. I realised that "tired" has been popping up in my blog a lot, haha. But seriously I'm the kind of person who needs 9 hours of sleep a day to function properly. I like going out once in a while, and I'm seriously spoiling for some proper shopping soon. Yet, I like being kind of free yet scheduled. Planned, not so spontaneous. Makes me feel secure and content, in that sense. God knows how many of my friends have made me from the rigid, pissed-off, omg-I-must-follow-my-schedule-to-the-second into a middle ground of kind of planning but if it doesn't go it's ok person. And I really thank them for that. Don't know what I'll do without you. But then again I guess I can't really cross over to the 99% spontaneous side because that's just not in me.

I'd like some time to read some really interesting books. Haven't gotten around to reading anything that's not fiction crime related or cheap with Popular's discount card. Something like kite runner and life of pi or stuff like that. It's been a while. And God only knows why I need my weekend shooting zombie sessions to destress, haha. Assignments, dance practice (oh, let it be april 9th please soon), reading, socialising... loads of fun, but it drains me out totally as well. I guess this makes me an introvert. Born an introvert, is and introvert, always will be an introvert.

For some very very weird reason I've been craving soda. I don't really go for soda usually, maybe once in a while... And even if I crave something cold it's usually non-carbonated.

SODAAAAs!!

Life is like a can of soda, you never know when it's gonna fizz over.
Life is like soda, it's sweet... except when it goes up your nose.
The good things in life are like soda, it's sweet, but man, can it seriously fuck you up.

And yes, I made those up. Must be the lacking of sugar. Or yay I can get a sugar-high without sugar? xD

Hah! Am i updating?

It's been a while since the last post.

Yes, I vaguely remember still having a blog that requires updating.

The holidays were long. Long enough for me to settle into one of those vegatative states that you really don't want to bring yourself out of and drag your sorry ass back to actually doing things. Being back has been quite a whirlwind of activities for me, what with socialising and dancing and uni and socialising more. I'm happy to be around people and having fun, just that I seem to be in a perpetually sleepy state for the past week doesn't help a lot. Blame it on the oversleeping during the holidays zzzzz...

I like dancing. I love my great friends who happen to be in dancing as well. I need to work on my dancing. I've always wished that I had better motor skills... ever since I was young I think. That was random, I know but just because it's been on my mind for the past few days, so I thought I'll just... write it down.

Anyway CNY's come and gone, Valentine's come and gone, and here we all are in March 2009. That was fast. I'm starting to feel old. And that got me thinking about the phases of life. You don't really think about working for your living and earning your own money much when you were in high school, at least, not me. Somehow when you reach that certain age then thoughts of your future start flooding in, and the best/worst part is you're seeing it happen - people going out to work, looking for jobs, prepping you for interviews and communicating skills, having steady relationships, marrying, getting cars and houses... It's just natural, isn't it? I mean about what we do. What everyone does. We just follow what "life" is: getting education, graduating, working, having a family, etc. Or is it just a trend of survival?

Or is it just as simple as "going with the flow"?

Whichever it is, I'm thankful to be where I am right now. I know it sounds cheesy, but I guess life is a journey. It's not really about when you are getting there or what we're going to do when we do "get there" and whether there even is a "there" for you to get to... it's about just getting there.

And I think maybe some of us, but definitely me, needs to remember to enjoy the view while it lasts because you can't really see the very same thing ever again along the journey.